Losing control

I was nervous.

I'd never done anything like this before.

For as long as I could remember, there was always a secret hidden desire, deep within me, to submit to a strong woman. But it had mostly been subconscious. Or suppressed. And I'd never felt brave enough or trusted enough to really let go.

Yes. I'm a bit of a control freak. This was not an easy thing for me to do.

But after many years, and a couple of 'wake up calls' on how short life can be, I decided to finally dip my toes into the water.

We had chatted for ages. I felt comfortable with her. Meetings over coffee were always friendly and left me wanting to see her more. We danced around the edges of sexuality and kink. Never delving too far. More getting to know each other.

But now, I was going to dive in.

She's invited me to her place and I knew it wasn't just for coffee.

But I wanted to please her. No. More than that. I'd do anything to make her happy. That surprised me. That realization. And for a second I felt scared at what that might mean. And then I realized how hard I was. Throbbing inside my tight jeans.

I knocked in the door and waited. There was no answer. I questioned myself. Maybe I had the wrong time. Or place. About to knock again, the door opened. And she stood there. Resplendent. My heart fluttered and my stomach rolled. I knew my resistance would be low. So not like me. What was happening?

I blushed and she raised her eyebrow and stepped aside to let me in. Locking the door behind me, she lay a hand on my arm and led me inside.

I was taken straight to the bedroom.

Ok. So no small talk today I thought. She had a look in her eyes. Hungry. I licked my lips. My mouth going dry. "Undress" she said.

I couldn't move. I felt like a deer in the headlights.

"Take your clothes off" she reinforced. I started to shed my clothes. Anxious at first. Looking at her for approval, guidance, I don't know what. But I kept going. Until I was naked. Completely exposed in front of her.

She walked around me. Taking me in. Touching. Pinching. My erection grew in front of her. She gave me a slap on the bottom "very nice, but you're not here to please yourself!" I blushed again.

"On to the bed!" She ordered.

I lay down and she very efficiently bound me there. Wrists and ankles. I couldn't move. All hope of maintaining any control was gone now.

"So, you've been flirting and teasing me for some time now. It's time to pay up".

She climbed over me. Her warm body rubbing up against me. OMG. I was so close to her.

Before I realized it, I murmured "what can I do for you?"

"Shhhhh" she said. "Don't speak. You'll do everything I want now. Don't try to resist. Or there will be penalties".

With that, she continued to make her way up and crouched over my face.

"Lick me! I want you to taste me. You will lick me until I climax and you drink in my juices." I obliged. It wasn't unpleasurable. I'd wanted to do this for some time.

She was wet and it only made me more excited. As I continued to lick her she would push her pussy into my face. Grinding against me. Making sure all I could smell, taste and feel was her. And then she came. Mmmm Ohhh it was hot and warm and I loved it.

"Good. You are now mine. I have marked you with my juices. You will only do what I say from now on. You belong to me". Something in her voice told me she was serious. What had I got myself into? And yet. Something in me wanted this too. To release. Give everything. I wanted to be hers.

She turned around and put her arse in my face this time "lick!" She said again.

I couldn't refuse. I was hers. And I reached out with my tongue and started to lick her.

I was so absorbed, I only vaguely felt the sensations around my cock. Mmmmm it felt good. She must be sucking me. Ohhh yes. Please.

But I didn't recall her leaning forward. Still. It felt amazing.

I moaned.

She lifted her arse up off my face. My cock was still being sucked.

"I see you are enjoying yourself there" she said with a smirk. "Do you like having your cock sucked by a man?"

I looked down to see myself deep inside another guy's mouth. How did this happen?

And yet .... It felt amazing. And I could tell she liked this.

I nodded my head. Unable to say anything.

"Good" she uttered. "I have plans for you."

She touched the other guy on the shoulder and he stopped sucking me.

They both untied me and she commanded me "turn over and get on your hands and knees. I did as I was told. She reached beneath me and grabbed my thighs and pushed them apart. "You have such a cute bum. It's mine too now. I want to see what it's capable of". And then I felt a wet coldness. She was rubbing lube into my arse and before I knew it she had a finger and then two inside me. I swallowed deeply.

My body instinctively pulled away. And then I felt what it was like to have her inside me. And I pushed back. Wanting more. "Ohhhhh you're are a slutty little boy aren't you? Very nice. Now suck that lovely cock in front of you!"

Lifting my head. I found her friend in front of me now. His erection right in front of my face. He grabbed the back of my head and as I opened my mouth to speak he thrust himself into me. I gagged at first. And then he eased up a little and started to gently fuck my face with his hard cock.

"Good little slut. You're learning quickly."