Anticipation

If I had a fantasy I actually wanted to come true tonight you would call me and pretend that we had only just started chatting, roleplaying a first fling….

You’d tell me that you know we have only just started chatting but that I needed to shower & put on my sexy black lingerie & a dress, and that you’ll be here to pick me up in an hour. And that I don’t need to be scared to give you my address, because tonight is all about me.

We haven’t been chatting for long but I feel safe in the tone of your voice & curiosity has the better of me…

You arrive almost an hour to the dot later, flowers in hand, tulips, not roses (that would be too cliché). We embrace hello, a little awkwardly as the flowers get in the way. I quickly put them in water before you walk me to your car. I wondered what kind of car you drove and this totally fits your personality, what I know of you so far.

You take me to dinner, simple Italian or maybe Japanese, and you make me laugh and we have such a fun meal & conversations!

You tell me over dinner that you’ve booked a hotel room and you invite me to stay, regardless of the chemistry or what may, or may not ensue,

because I deserve the luxury, & the crisp white sheets…

Your chivalry is so desirable it makes me even more attracted to you than I already was by now..

We finished dinner long ago, the conversation flowing far beyond the empty plates, and as you stand up to leave you reach your hand out for mine. I linger in that moment just for a second, the anticipation of your touch causing my entire body to tingle. You lead me out of the restaurant and we walk towards your car. As soon as we are out of view you turn and pull my body in to yours, kissing me as though you have been waiting forever to taste my lips….

The pheromones are all consuming dancing around like fireflies & the kiss is amazing, I want our bodies to be even closer & the feeling of being held firmly in your arms is exactly what I wanted tonight.. that feeling of safety, admiration, desire & a little cheeky playfulness too….

“Shall we?” you say, to which I smile & nod “mm hmmm”……

My mind racing, curiously wondering what kind of lover you are…. You take me to the hotel. You take me to have a drink in the lounge first which feels like such a tease after that moment of passion we just shared.

We talk and you make me laugh, a lot, and the desire builds, your eyes undressing me as mine undress you. Any insecurity I may have felt around my body, the curves I should be proud of for growing & birthing new life, fading away between the warmth of my drink and the comfort I feel when I am with you. Meanwhile I find myself eagerly anticipating the feeling of your breath on my skin…. You look at me and I look at you. You take my hand and lead me up to your room.

The door closes behind us and no social norms can hold us back now… We kiss passionately as you press me against the wall, our bodies yearning for one another, the tension has been building since the moment we saw one another.

My arms over your shoulders, one hand holding the back of your neck drawing you in to me as I press my breasts against you. You have longed to feel them and I feel your desire increase as I arch my back slightly, pressing in to you, your hand firmly sliding down my body, down beyond the curve of my back, pulling our bodies even closer.

You hold my chin and turn my head to expose my neck, leaning in I feel your breath linger on my skin, it was just as I had imagined & desired.. absolutely tantalising! “Just kiss me!” I think, the desire building every microsecond, the pulsating between my legs feeling stronger & stronger. Moments pass that feel like an eternity before I feel your warm lips on my neck as you begin to kiss and suck, careful not to leave any marks behind, not long before moving down to my collarbones and my chest kissing the tops of my breasts you moan quietly with pleasure and the beginnings of fulfilled desires…

In that moment you decide you need more of me... You suddenly take me by the hand in to the room, and turning to sit on the bed, pulling me in to you, you sigh with exasperation, thinking how much you have been longing for this. ..The sound of that pleasurable sigh speaks volumes, the room is suddenly drenched with desire…

Standing between your legs now you slowly undress me, while I slide your buttons through their holes, one slow button at a time, occasionally pausing to run my fingers through the back of your hair, leaning in for another passionate kiss… but resisting our desires to rush in. Whilst the sexual frustration builds so does the anticipation of what is to come, as each fleeting cherishable moment passes.

It is so arousing watching your reactions to having me all to yourself, finally, devouring & enjoying every moment after tantalizingly watching me at the restaurant & in the bar and not being able to touch or enjoy me, until now….

You brush your fingers along my skin as you slowly take one item of my clothing off at a time, …tantalizingly slowly, relishing every moment as I stand infront of you. I notice you are getting more and more aroused, I bite my lip, again aware of the pulsations between my legs….

I slide my hands up your now naked torso before sliding them over your shoulders exposing your bare, soft skin. I kneel infront of you and unbuckle your belt, sliding it all the way out of the loops, looking at it inviting you with my eyes to use it with me later…. Your mind starts to wonder what you will do with me, of all the ways you could use it to pleasure me… so many possibilities……. Until you are brought back to the present moment as you feel my hands glide up your inner thighs

The back of my hand teasingly sliding up between your legs, brushing past as I continue up your stomach & chest before taking my hand on the back of your neck and bringing you in close, your breath to be felt on my skin again, so incredibly alluring…. Our lips meet, the passion & desire ten times what it was before!

I smile loving how aroused you are and kneel back as I pull you forward and undress the rest of you, my fingers brushing against the skin of your legs, admiring what I see, I want to taste you soo much, to pleasure you… I move in, teasingly close, around your upper inner thighs before I decide that I simply cannot wait any longer and as I do you slide your hand through my hair, pulling me in deeper, enjoying the pleasure that ensues…. you taste and feel absolutely incredible, my arousal building as I feel you climaxing, getting more, and more, aroused… I take such pleasure in hearing your breath change and listening to your quiet expressive moans of pleasure…..

You gasp once more before pulling me away, as frustrating as it is, resisting the temptation to give in to the desire to orgasm, you lift me up as you unclip my bra & you finally get to caress my breasts, tasting and sucking on my nipples, holding them in your hands before reaching around to hold my body once more, pulling me in, twisting the nipple in between your lips, or maybe that’s your teeth, you take notice as I gasp with pleasure and my whole body responds, as you moan with satisfaction and mutual arousal….

I feel your finger hook the side of my g as you slide down my legs on to the floor visually taking me entire naked body all in before looking in to my eyes for my reaction as you slide your fingers now glide between my thighs and teasingly over my wet lips