M54
life in hell
March 21 2010
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jandv
16 years ago
I am having shivers up the spine LOL
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RHP User
16 years ago
Evilboy please do not pass that spell this way !! All you need to add is you cant get an errection then ..well i dont even want to think about this shit what will tomorrow bring !!
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RHP User
16 years ago
Sorry dude, as soon as i read your post title all i could think of was Homer strapped into the donut feeding machine....lol. So i got nothing else now!But somedays i think i am already there!Cheers nev......DONUTS arrrrrrggggghhhh.
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RHP User
16 years ago
Add moths....cockroaches..actually any bug that flies.... with only alpha males to help me escape my hell! Geez thanks for introducing this not so pleasant image to my already frazzled mind....apt handle you have there..lol
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RHP User
16 years ago
if i was in hell....every man would be one of my exes and his mother *shudder*every female would be a teenage girl with attutude every toddler would have that horrible squeal that toddlers get when they cant get their own way....that noise goes right through mei wouldnt be getting any sex...oh hang on im not getting any now hehethat would be my time in hellroxxy xxx
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RHP User
16 years ago
Your version of hell sucks! Lol....you must have been really bad! I am sticking with the donut feeding machine thanks!Cheers Nev......
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RHP User
16 years ago
Waking up to find the love of your life isn't asleep beside you because she left. Oh wait... Random
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RHP User
16 years ago
that would be my life as i know it hahacant out run the exes and their bloody mothershave a teen daughter with attitude...dont forget her friends that practicly live hereohhhh and you have to love the toddler that screams whenever she cant get her own waythen there is the fact i dont have a sex life and havent had one for weeks nowwelcome to my world everybody lolso yes thank you evilboy for making me realise im living in HELL lolroxxy xxx
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RHP User
16 years ago
- Waking up in the morning, still with no idea about what you want in life - Rats - That moment of panic when you think for a second that you've lost your mobile phone with all those naughty pics/messages on it - Falling over in public - Falling over in public while wearing a skirt - Falling over in public while wearing a skirt sans underwear - Finding Nickelback on your iPod - The feeling of dread or guilt that makes your stomach hurt and won't go away - Not having enough kittens to torture :P (ok ok inside joke, don't go calling the RSPCA on me!) - Trying to explain why you have bruises all over your neck and your wrists have welts around them to your boss.... "damn kittens kept struggling" - The middle seat on a plane Oh and Roxxy, definitely agree about the squealing toddlers! Listening to them in shopping centres is the best form of contraception there is!! ;) Belle
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RHP User
16 years ago
After an abusive and horrible 20 year marriage (to a waste of oxygen who has been continuously collecting the Dole for nearly 30 years now) my 4 young children and I fled with a shopping bag of clothes each and our lives. We were placed in a womens refuge, the five of us in one room, not knowing where to go or what to do, all in shock like war refugees. You would think the word refuge would indicate your safety, but no, my son (11 at the time) and myself were viscously attacked by some crazy Somalian woman staying there, my injuries requiring hospital treatment and permanently scarring me. My children and I were told we had to leave the refuge and were sent to lodgings elsewhere for 2 days, after that we were on our own, my wonderful family came to the rescue and we soon found a house. living in hiding and fear for several months (still). Meanwhile the ex continued to live in our family home for 12 months, never paying the mortgage or utilities, not anything. Everything belonging to me and a lot of the childrens things he destroyed. Eventually I was forced into selling the house but managed to rent it back. Despite a VRO (which he continually breached) he stalked us, intimidated us, yelling abuse and threats. My youngest son (5) was too scared to go to the letterbox. At a mandatory councelling session at The Family Court he must have said something seriously threatening as the Court contacted the Domestic Voilence Unit who immediately protected us as much as they could, installing 24 hour survellience and a duress alarm, none of which deterred him. Even though he was a drugged fkd looney, the Court ordered the children to have contact with him. I overheard the kids talking the night before the first contact, they were making a plan how they could get away from him and get to help if they needed. It broke my heart. He wanted custody of the children because he got more money from Centrelink that way (he pays a total of $13.65 per fortnight maintenance). After years dragging through the Family Court System we finally got to the end of that road, the kids and I moved on with our lives. For the first time ever we were happy and free and had hope. I spent a year getting to know myself, undoing the damage of the abuser. Then I started chatting on a similar site to this, and decided to attend a NYE party. I had only met one person before and I was pretty scared, but determined. At that party I met the man of my dreams. Being with him was like being in your favourite chair or your pj's, so comfortable, relaxing, familiar, so right. I finally understood what love was and so did Pete, there are no words adequate to describe it. It wasnt always easy but we worked together, we were a family, and it really was something you read about in fairy tales, he was my Knight in Shining Armour, I was his Princess, always had been always would be. On February 28th 2009 we celebrated our marriage and were all so happy and planning for and looking forward to the future. Pete and I planned to grow old together, to have lots of naughty sex, to always be true to ourselves and each other. Our love was one of those 1 in a million kind, life was perfect. Then at 2.19pm on Saturday 03/10/09 (a week before Petes 46th birthday) I received a phone call from a man telling me that Pete was dead. His plane had crashed, he didnt stand a chance. I suddenly found myself in a Hell noone could imagine and from which escape could be impossible, and to submit to the abyss could be a relief. From that moment on I felt I also ceased to exist and it takes me all my time and willpower to continue to ensure I do. The children had lost the only real father they had and I my soul mate, our grief was and is perhaps still too deep to even look at and we faced total uncertainty yet again. Life became a blurr, my mum to the resuce again, holding the world together for me as best she could, while I withdrew, yet forged on, Freud might say a bit Lindy Chamberlain.... Six months down the track Im still in Hell, caught in a legal limbo, displaced, bewildered, lost, so sad and so lonely, but somehow still holding things together and forging on (like life gives you any other option) perhaps Im a little more aclimatised to the temperature here? They do fuck in hell btw, Im being fucked over in so many ways I am going to rewrite the Karma Sutra. So, if life in hell for you is bad tv, traffic jams, price of eggs, a pimple on your bum, or similar kinds of things Ill swap my hell for your hell anytime. I hope when you get home from work tomorrow you bypass the tv, ring your mum and tell her you love her, walk your dog and say hello to your neighbours, notice the sky, wonder at the colours of nature, do that thing you are always going to do but never quite get round to. Maybe by doing this you will manage to avoid all that shits you and appreciate the special things you do have in your life. Rach PS - No im not psychotic, depressed, overcome with my situation. The opposite, quite sane, just had lots of experience and plenty to think about in regard to life in hell.
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RHP User
16 years ago
I feel ya Roxxy ..a mothers world of Hell..lolGlad my babies and youngsters days are over...*plop* as i put my head back on..lol,can't handle the screaming..mine weren't too bad,each one had their moments.So evilboy your world is quiet a peacefull one hahaxoxoxmumma
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RHP User
16 years ago
Quoting 'randomtip' Waking up to find the love of your life isn't asleep beside you because she left. Oh wait... Random You are human after all!! Btw, she's obviously not the love of life...that one is waiting in the wings... (oh fark...see what listening to celine dion does to someone???!)
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RHP User
16 years ago
Celine Dione.......now thats what i call hell....lol Cheers Nev
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RHP User
16 years ago
Just for the record..not everything in hell is bad.. I reckon hellboy is doable: Nev, hell yeah! (scuse the pun)....need some rammin to balance out the saccharin (wth rammstein playing in the background...lol)
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RHP User
16 years ago
Rachlovespete..... your inner strength comes from your love of your kids and your love of Pete. Best of luck to you sweety. sweetpetite41 xxxxxxxxx
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RHP User
16 years ago
Hello Rach, Ive seen you in chat from time to time, Ive never met you, never chatted with you and only heard bits and pieces of your story, which as you no doubt know chat can stretch and distort, so knowing that I have never believed or disbelieved. I feel privileged that you shared your story with me here and can only look at it and read it and realise how very lucky I have been in my life.It certainly puts things into perspective.Thank youDevine
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RHP User
16 years ago
There was a rumour about me? Weird, thats never happened before! Random
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RHP User
16 years ago
random, when you pay by the hour, of course she wont be there when u wake up.
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RHP User
16 years ago
having been sepearted just two months, i had found some forum responses gave me a laugh and decided to post a topic that enabled some humour. having said that, thanks rach for sharing and giving me some perspective, as i still live a comfortable life and while only seeing my kids three days of the week is less than i would like, i now value my time with them more than i did previously. hope things get better for soon rach.
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RHP User
16 years ago
Was just a rumour of a rumour...sorry random with a capital R Didnt mean to get you all worked up....
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RHP User
16 years ago
Quoting 'tinquabell' - Falling over in public while wearing a skirt sans underwear This part doesn't sound too bad...for the casual observer anyway ;) - Finding Nickelback on your iPod But i totally co-sign this. Chad Kroeger, pls die soon (or just stop polluting our ears). Thx in advance.
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RHP User
16 years ago
I normally never read any post which is over 5 lines long...short attention span or something.. But i read urs from start to finish. I can't even imagine what any of that must feel like...and i honestly hope i never have to find out first hand. You sound incredibly strong, i hope things look up for you again soon...it sounds like you deserve it! All the best.
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RHP User
16 years ago
Quoting 'evilboy71'random, when you pay by the hour, of course she wont be there when u wake up. Funny! now go get some clothes on ffs....LOL
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RHP User
16 years ago
Quoting 'SpankkRock' I can't even imagine what any of that must feel like...and i honestly hope i never have to find out first hand. You sound incredibly strong, i hope things look up for you again soon...it sounds like you deserve it! All the best. you just said what i couldnt find the words to say...thanks spankkrock hugs and kisses to you rach roxxy xxx
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RHP User
16 years ago
Thank you Rach xx
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RHP User
16 years ago
Quoting 'tinquabell'- That moment of panic when you think for a second that you've lost your mobile phone with all those naughty pics/messages on it Belle, run and contact Markson, before you know it you'll be on magazine covers and 200k richer... doesn't sound like hell to me :)
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wannabyummymummy
16 years ago
Never seeing my kids againNever seeing my wonderful husband again(OK mushy but true now onto the other stuff)No SexNo CoffeeNo ChocolateNo orgasms.........NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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RHP User
16 years ago
hey rach, i never thought the day would come when a post on adult forum would reduce me too tears, it just proves time and time again there is always someone else doin it harder than ourselves. i applaude you for sharing, i applaude you for having the strength too keep living each day s it comes. hope that things start looking up for u, love to you and your family, xx
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RHP User
16 years ago
tupperware....is THAT what that stuff is? I thought they were hairless guinea pigs with flat hats
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RHP User
16 years ago
Quoting 'customer69' Tupperware belongs in the sandpit...the kids stole it when they were little to put sand in their tonka trucks...expensive!Pillows, I can only sleep with one...I love to move about my bed and have fun!Feminine products...necessary evil...no need to see advertisements for them though...Dont mind FOX FM gotcha calls cd, it makes me laugh...'but enjoy being able to tune in to other radio stationsPrefer watching DVDs these days, American reject tv does my head in...English stuff on Channel Two is much betterI hope tomorrow is much more fun! Trish one would hope anywaysEarl
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