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Whats upset you today ?

October 06 2010

Time to share people, time to open up and let the good folk of RHP heel thy wounds ...... Let us know what's bugging you , whats on your mind today ........ You can come back here anytime .... chat about anything and someone on RHP will give you a good old rhp hug ....... or a good hard ........ Anyway you get the idea ... so whose gunna start whats on your mind ........ Doc Brae ........

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  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    .....I thought this was a SEX SITE Doc Brae!!! lol Too funny :) Jx

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Aren't you just the minx! But i am sure this is just some kind of Brae sales strategy....lolSpeaking of Docs, where is the good Doc Datsun these days?Cheers Nev

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    I am err.. *cough* hormonal at the moment, but on the way home from acting class I may have gotten teary on the train knowing that I'm going home to an empty bed and no snuggles.

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    now my cat is getting along with the puppies (I've just moved) he doesn't love me anymore either. :(

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    everytime i go out of my way to help a friend,it seems like i never ever get any thanks or appreciation for it and they tend to just use me,yet when i want help with something in my life,they don't wanna hear about it let alone help me,anyone else got any friends who do this?

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'Capital'wednesday nights 9.30pm United States of Tara channel ABC1, so hard to remember this tiny time slot and I missed it again GGGRRR ABC 2 or ABC 3 will be showing it in the wee hours of the morn sometime Tara will be the same mixed up "chicks" next week anyway ......you aint missed much ! But you get a rhp snuggle for you mistake and a ........

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'Polar_Bear_Girl'now my cat is getting along with the puppies (I've just moved) he doesn't love me anymore either. :( Dispose of the puppies ........no one will miss them I promise ....... After that you wont need a RHP hug !

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    you should start carrying an iron bar with you at all times that man needs some bounderies roxxy

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'OneBrightStar' .....I thought this was a SEX SITE Doc Brae!!! lol Too funny :) Jx Your right ....... I didnt join for the sex I am just here for the stories ....... Brae

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    sheep lead by the media..who cant see beyond the next reason to buy a present, or beyond the next reality show zzzz

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'GirlTuesday'The ex walked in on me whilst I was having a shower...not happy Jan Cant imagine why, must have been an accident

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    that one annoys me too neo>.>i stay away from whats popular as i don't want to be a mainstream sheep

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Going to my store only to find my manager never buys toilet paper .. not as if he actually has to pay for it .. he has a company card ??

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    That is so NOT acceptable.. Change your locks... If you cant afford to for whatever reason contact the salvos or someone similar .. That is a complete invasion of your privacy ... If for no other reason .... our children need to see what appropriate behaviours are from their parents.. allowing what he does to you to continue sends a message that its ok ... It was for this reason alone I started to change my thinking about what my ex husband did to me and set about the change of events that led to me leaving him... It was the best thing I did to ensure she would grow to the confident upfront young woman she is today .. and no man (or woman for that matter) steps across her boundaries unless invited. Sassy xxx

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    great idea GT are you coming to drinks Friday night ? Sassy xx

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Went in to do an inspection of a unit for a job we had been asked to quote this morning and found an elderly gentleman dead on his bed. I have just been advised that the poor old bloke had been dead for approximately 2 weeks. I would not wish this on anyone it was sickening. Made me think. How sad that nobody knew he was just lying there for such a long period of time. Let' s just say that I have had far better days.

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'GirlTuesday'The ex walked in on me whilst I was having a shower...not happy Jan I have no idea why he would want to see you naked, must have been a accident. But seriously if he has entered your home without being invited in and you dont want him around, What are you mucking around for call the coppers. Ask him to leave and then dail 000 if he has any hesitation. We had a neighbour come over and bring my wife to tears with verbal abuse while no one was home. I called into the coppers as soon as she rang me and they were over to his place ....no trouble with him since. ummmmm Wife said he was gay, maybe thats another side effect of anal sex!

  • boots_69

    boots_69

    15 years ago

    Having to go back to the dentist to have a temporary repair turned into a perminant one and being there 5 min longer than original appointment - upside got to talk with the cute dental assistant

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'ORBITRON' Went in to do an inspection of a unit for a job we had been asked to quote this morning and found an elderly gentleman dead on his bed. I have just been advised that the poor old bloke had been dead for approximately 2 weeks. I would not wish this on anyone it was sickening. Made me think. How sad that nobody knew he was just lying there for such a long period of time. Let' s just say that I have had far better days. We had similiar happen when we use manage a block of holiday / residential apartments, The Police were telling its quite common and people are normally alerted by the smell. Not Good.Part of a coppers job we dont think about, and the specialist cleaners in that industry that clean up the leaks, curtains even have to be thrown away. They transported the body out down the lifts, I was on reception within 5 mins a Canadian Tourist comes in complaining "God Damn You have to do something about those lifts it smells like someone has died in there!" , still smile when I think back, the look on Canadians face when I advised him he was correct!

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Went back to work on Tuesday to hear a girl I work with died. She has left behind 4 children & 2 grand children and a great husband. Late 30s. We were all numb..beautiful little lady only in her 30s...had been sick in hospital for just under 4 weeks, got out on the Friday and died of an aneurysm... A very sad time... Anyone winging or thinking they are hard done by well have a real good think.. Go hug someone hard... xxx (not in pink today)

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Sorry to the innocents on here... This is directed at people who antagonise others and belittle them in forums and in chat... To everyone else have a wicked day and keep smiling xxxxxxxx trips

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'ORBITRON' Went in to do an inspection of a unit for a job we had been asked to quote this morning and found an elderly gentleman dead on his bed. I have just been advised that the poor old bloke had been dead for approximately 2 weeks. I would not wish this on anyone it was sickening. Made me think. How sad that nobody knew he was just lying there for such a long period of time. Let' s just say that I have had far better days. Oh Orbitron, what a shock you must have got...farout.. Sorry you had to witness a deceased.... Reminder, we need to check on people, neighbours around us..I know I do..I check on my elderly neighbour on one side once a week and my other neighbour well we see eachother every day...we ring and text and knock...all good. xxx

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    why is it i see all these posts in forums and then some silly person comes along and either gets agro or abusive when they read these posts? Do they think its all about them? I haveto admit most of these posts are just normal every day people talking about their experiences or life ingeneral.. Why do people need to get so abusive and agro?This is an adult site!!! why dont we act like adults and all just chillax and stop being so nasty and bitchy.. A good example is in the WA chat room...U want to see agro and childish?? just go to this room, And also by several in these forums... Why doesnt everyone just relax and take a chill pill and stop bein so negative all the time.Life really is too short for this negativity

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'ORBITRON' Went in to do an inspection of a unit for a job we had been asked to quote this morning and found an elderly gentleman dead on his bed. I have just been advised that the poor old bloke had been dead for approximately 2 weeks. I would not wish this on anyone it was sickening. Made me think. How sad that nobody knew he was just lying there for such a long period of time. Let' s just say that I have had far better days. I used to work for Aged Psychiatry for 2 years doing Admin work. One of my jobs was to "finalise" patients files, I would be the last one to read them and to type in the death and where they died and then close the file forever. I was shocked to see how many "patients" slipped through the cracks and were found dead up to a month later!! The "System" that was supposed to help these wonderful elderly people ... fail them in so many ways. The last straw for me was when a man was diagnosed with severe depresson (I also used to type the Psychiatrists letters) and he had noone here. He was very elderly and had moved here as his only son had died back home in Vietnam. He did have relatives here, but they found him "too much trouble to look after"! All the doctors did was prescribe him (and all the other elderly people) strong medication and that was it!! Nothing more!! I stood there face to face with a Psychiastrist yelling at him that all they could be bothered with is medication! I told him to get the elderly man in contact with a Vietnamese Society and they may be able to help him to go back home! In Vietnam this man was a teacher up till the day he left there (he was 90), he did not know that you could not work in this Country after a certain age! Did the Doctor care? Nope...I quit on the spot!! Wow, have never told that story to anyone..and it feels good to get it out of my system...as it has been on my mind for years! Hopefully now that I have written about it...I can let it lay to rest! I beg that everyone gets to know not only their elderly neighbours, but neighbours who may be alone and isolated or have mental disorders...everyone needs to know that at least ONE person cares!! xFunlovingx

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    we are all touched by others passing, some much to early In the end all we can do is be nice to one another...and HAVE FUN stop worrying about petty comments on forums for starters who cares if people dont agree with you...speak up ! and of course have as much hot sex as you can...the end is near...hey sweetypie Horny Neo

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    That sometimes we arent always the friends we should be ........ !

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Any forum posts that are abusive /defames, we would suggest you hit the button "report abuse" and RHP will take action. Quoting 'dev_n_trips' why is it i see all these posts in forums and then some silly person comes along and either gets agro or abusive when they read these posts? Do they think its all about them? I haveto admit most of these posts are just normal every day people talking about their experiences or life ingeneral.. Why do people need to get so abusive and agro?This is an adult site!!! why dont we act like adults and all just chillax and stop being so nasty and bitchy.. A good example is in the WA chat room...U want to see agro and childish?? just go to this room, And also by several in these forums... Why doesnt everyone just relax and take a chill pill and stop bein so negative all the time.Life really is too short for this negativity

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'ORBITRON' Went in to do an inspection of a unit for a job we had been asked to quote this morning and found an elderly gentleman dead on his bed. I have just been advised that the poor old bloke had been dead for approximately 2 weeks. I would not wish this on anyone it was sickening. Made me think. How sad that nobody knew he was just lying there for such a long period of time. Let' s just say that I have had far better days. Puts it all in perspective doesnt it will never complain about a bad day at work again........

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    So called 'real world' friends who are ungrateful and selfish, who forget who their REAL friends are and who has been there for them when the chips are down.Been very deeply hurt by a once close long time friend today at a time when i really don't need the extra strain or stress i guess i just have to have hope in karma a very hurt and angry Mrs GC

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    I am upset because nice guys dont always win ! What goes around does not always come around ! Because bad guys no longer wear black ! (sometimes they wear badly fitted suits from cheap menswear shops) I am not sure Karma works ............... Brae

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Karma may or may not exist ,h best revenge... Make a success of your own life, live it the best way you know how, at best you'll be happy at worst you'll know you've been true to yourself and after all who is the only one you are responsible for... Yourself and that is the only life you really have control of.....dont't worry be happy

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Brae - I'm with you completely... a good friend of mine has been busting a gut to get residency to Australia (She's been working here for 6 years), working for the most dodgy company in the world, and after spending 1000's of dollars to process application it turns out that, yet again, her company is completely dodgy and doesn't meet the requirements for sponsorship. She's one of the good people in the world, always a smile, willing to do anything to help a friend and she keeps getting screwed over.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    I feel so much better now, sheesh way to kick a girl while she is down Actually i have been rather fortunate in life to see that people who wrong others generally wind up getting what they deserve one way or another.I agree that the world can be an unfair place and it is quite maddening that someone that tries to enter this country the right way can be rejected and someone who tries to sneak through the back door can eventually be let in WTF???? i hope it works out for your friend PBG she sounds like one of the good ones in this world.ok my gripe over with time to move on to happier times with true friends (ans naughtier times with fun friends) an on the mend Mrs GC

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Bloody Camry or Volvo drivers with hats and ESP indicators!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Damn you karmic retribution !!!

  • Mr_MrsJones

    Mr_MrsJones

    15 years ago

    Without wanting to sound too new agist Karma is real. The word Karma means 'Action' and the concept refers to a person's own actions that they put out into the world. Not what comes back to them. In the Buddhist tradition karma may come back to you in another incarnation so you may put out nice energy your whole life and then when you are reborn as an ant you will get it all back and no one will step on you!!!! Anyhow in line with Sweetie's sentiments crap just happens and nice stuff just happens. We never get dealt a card we don't have the strength or resources to deal with. At the end of the day there is balance and everything is where it is meant to be even if it isn't where you want it. In line with the topic of the day. Things that upset me is that I spent a fantastic weekend at the beach with some very nice people and I had to come home yesterday and go to work today.

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Kinda sore ..........anyone wanna give it a rub for me ? Brae ........just askin !

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    just drop on by and i'll have a go for you Mrs GC

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    poor Brae...has it been over used lately?? Offers tongue and mouth to your soreness! xFunlovingx

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    i wish some people would just be grateful for what they have....stop saying they have it so damn hard and appriciate what they have in life without winging and bitching about how hard life is roxxy

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'xFunlovingx' poor Brae...has it been over used lately?? Offers tongue and mouth to your soreness! xFunlovingx You delicous flirt you xfunlovingx oh dear I am shivering all over ! hot hot hot bebe come tongue bath me ?? Brae ........

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    clients who think you want to work for free because they are SOOOOO SPECIAL

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    The beat's so lonely, I'll bet it's lonely at the topShe hesitates but the beat will never stopWanting him only but the people neverSee her heart burning, that's the secret that she keepsCome on, baby, you know there's something missingDon't find nothing, no more coincidencesReady, baby, look in these eyes and you will seeThe things will happen but only if they're meant toThe beat's so lonely, I'll bet it's lonely at the top(So lonely)At the top(So lonely)She said, "The beat's so lonely if you let it be that way"She can't tell the difference anywayShe keeps holding but she's scared to sayShe'd pay dearly for the answers of her dayAll answers of her, answers of her daysThe beat's so lonely as she waits so patientlyHer heart's yearning, how she's learning to seeAnd he's not hurting but he wouldn't mind to beShe still sees him, she sees him interestinglyCome on, baby, you know there's something missingDon't find nothing, no more coincidencesReady, baby, before you give up all you've gotYou've got to come closer, you've got to give it one more shotThe beat's so lonely, I'll bet she's lonely at the top(So lonely)At the top(So lonely)She said, "The beat's so lonely if you let it be that way"She can't tell the difference anywayShe keeps holding, but she's scared to sayShe'd pay dearly for the answers of her dayAnswers of her day, answers of her, ow, daySo lonely, so lonely, so lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, so lonely, so lonelyWell, come on, baby, you know there's something missingBut don't find nothing, no more coincidencesReady, baby, before you give up all you've gotYou've got to come closer, you've got to give it one more shotThe beat's so lonely, I'll bet she's lonely at the top(So lonely)At the top(So lonely)So lonely, so lonely, so lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, so lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'looking2try3' Quoting 'xFunlovingx' poor Brae...has it been over used lately?? Offers tongue and mouth to your soreness! xFunlovingx You delicous flirt you xfunlovingx oh dear I am shivering all over ! hot hot hot bebe come tongue bath me ?? Brae ........ I can run my tongue gently all up and down your body and sore bits...followed by my boobs rubbing you all over and finishing with a wonderful massage of your sore bits the Swedish way! xFunlovingx

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Backed my car over a metal lid at the servo and put a slice through my rear bumper. So upset I could cry! Sweet

  • wannabyummymummy

    wannabyummymummy

    15 years ago

    Had a day like that myself yesterday, missed my mum who died way to young to breast cancer and the most beautiful childhood friend who died suddenly earlier this year leaving behind two small children (one of whom was only 6 months old) Sad sad day but yeah, you remember the good stuff, miss them then go on.Sorry to hear you have had so much loss in your world sweetie (not sympathy, just sorry) lucky for you that you are still surrounded by so many lovely friends

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Dont you hate it when a good topic gets closed on a forum because the business owners dont like honest comments? and get angry and abuse others. zzzzzz whats the point of a forum where topics get closed because people have an opinion? we ARNT all suppose to agree...we are all different thats a GOOD thing. Just give your opinion, dont shit can other peoples ideas Neo

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    I broke up with my band yesterday and starting all over again. Pretty bummed today. Also my sister (who I live with) decided it would be a good idea to take half my lunch for herself without telling me. Have a half full plate for lunch. URGH!

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'NeoAndTrinity' Dont you hate it when a good topic gets closed on a forum because the business owners dont like honest comments? and get angry and abuse others. zzzzzz whats the point of a forum where topics get closed because people have an opinion? we ARNT all suppose to agree...we are all different thats a GOOD thing. Just give your opinion, dont shit can other peoples ideas Neo Gotta agree with you there

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    these blasted delayed postings what the?? funny thing is i can log in under my individual profile (which is only a guest membership) and get instant posting even if i haven't contributed in months and even though i am not currently all that active under that profile but under a paid membership profile it can take up to a whole day to show up??? what is with that???A little frustrated Mrs GC (wannabyummymummy)

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Wishing you a speedy recovery xx

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'gccuriouspair'these blasted delayed postings what the?? funny thing is i can log in under my individual profile (which is only a guest membership) and get instant posting even if i haven't contributed in months and even though i am not currently all that active under that profile but under a paid membership profile it can take up to a whole day to show up??? what is with that???A little frustrated Mrs GC (wannabyummymummy) I too have to wait a day or so for my posts to be posted!! Is very frustrating and usually by the time mine gets through...half a dozen other people with instant posting get theirs in first and whatever I have said is made null and void!! And forget about the weekends...could take up to 3 days!! The only reason why I don't say much anymore...over it!! xFunlovingx

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    that is just crazy!!! don't give up don't let them win, my theory is if i post enough they may just get sick of me and give me instant status lolDoesn't explain why i dont have the trouble on my individual profile though does it? actually can ANYONE tell funloving and i (and the rest of us for that matter) how this blasted system works? who decides who gets instant and who doesnt? what/who do you have to do around here????and yes i get what you mean about others getting in ahead of you and your point being missed, very frustrating oh well onward and upward,a frustrated Mrs GC

  • tank__girl

    tank__girl

    15 years ago

    in Bali. But after 14 years together, and him throwing it all away for his love of 'Beer and the boys'....he has told me he's had a massive WAKE UP CALL! ( he was being a drunken dickhead ) We've been seperated for 2 years, but have a gorgeous daughter together. It ended nicely. Maybe, just maybe, he might come back as a mature MAN??? It was still upsetting, I'm sure he's more ingured than he let on. He's still my baby girls Daddy, and has been a part of my life since I was 14. That......and! Shit Customer service!!!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrr....... I made an official complaint today. Receptionists that get 'fucked off' when they have to greet you..??? I made an appt. at an Xray place, forgot the time so ducked back in an hour or so later after shopping to dble check the time after not writig it down, to find a different lady on the counter. I've worked in hospitality, reception, retail etc..And it is my worst HATE in the world, people who Want to work in the industry, but hate being polite to people...??? I don't get it. Anyway...an hour later, different lady....I said with a nice friendly smile ad tone " Hello, I just made an appt about an hour ago, I was just hoping you could please tell me what time it was again....sorrry!?" Thinking she would just say "Oh ok, no worries, what's your name?" or "Sure, what day was it on...?" etc etc.. The MOLE looked at me and with the rudest bitch of a tone, and sarcasticaly moans at me like a school kid "How should I know, I wasn't here...was it me who helped you??!" GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! Knowing too well it wasn't... I let it go...went and hopped in the car, but just couldn't leave it, so went back and confronted her about why she had to be such a rude, immature bitch to me....!? "oh, oh...I was just trying to find out...." she says. ( infront of the boss! ) I said "You did not!!? You were disgustingly rude...not good." Then got home and called the boss to make sure she got the full story!

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'NeoAndTrinity' Dont you hate it when a good topic gets closed on a forum because the business owners dont like honest comments? and get angry and abuse others. zzzzzz whats the point of a forum where topics get closed because people have an opinion? we ARNT all suppose to agree...we are all different thats a GOOD thing. Just give your opinion, dont shit can other peoples ideas Neo\ I am interested in this concept Neo. FB has very little (relatively to its size) editing of what is put on as content. This has in fact seen it grow into the monolith that it is. At least I believe one of the factors. Is the lack of editing one of the key features ? Google killed Yahoo by giving less of it influence to a degree over content and decreasing its front page ads. Look at google browser page less than 50 words.......hmmmmmm. Does it just make it obvious (editing and closing) and make you look a little silly ? Is less editing more ? Brae ....pondering again !

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    I had my Dads funeral to go to today, why is it that some People that have never been near Dad felt the need to get up and say a few words about him THEN break down and cry saying they will miss him ????? I dont think i will ever understand People.. truly Dellaroo....

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Trying to send a certain ****girl a message to her flirt....to find her profile is locked....grrrrrrrrr...damn...bugga...poo, shit n bum

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Seems things were never as I thought they were..... did I need to be hurt like that nooooooooooooooo

  • RHP

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    15 years ago

    Quoting 'Dellaroo' I had my Dads funeral to go to today, why is it that some People that have never been near Dad felt the need to get up and say a few words about him THEN break down and cry saying they will miss him ????? I dont think i will ever understand People.. truly Dellaroo.... Sending you a hug, Really sorry bout your dad

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    It was a great day today....in news and events for the NymphetamineDrm household.. First I was told the Dark Project was definitely over-not in person or even by phone but by text-then to be doubly sure he's defriended me via the modem I collected from the post office for him last week...there's no reason, no fight, no nothing-just "I don't want to do it anymore"...I'm wondering if he perhaps bumped his head or he's hexed...that's what I'm going with....well-what choice do I have really? Then my best friend calls and tells me that she has to go and have the bone tumour that's bigger than an orange removed from the back of her skull as it is beginning to encroach on her brain-there are more tumours but this is the one they need to act on first...and they discovered her dog died this morning ..her 3 children devastated...as her husband had to take it away.. Then somehow later in the day my garage door opened without explanation and my own dog ran away-thankfully we located him....later. It really is true bad things happen in 3's-well today was absolutely EPIC!! Wouldn't you agree? To the black witch that is casting over me congrat-u-f***inglations!! My friends are getting sicker and my most favourite pets are running away... Are these the signs of a personal apocalypse? Nevertheless-whichever way I tried to look at it-Friday was not a good day at all...by anyone's standards..it wasn't even the 13th... It will be marginally worse when I get up later and it all sinks in and I realise: -I won't be spending any of Saturday night at a Halloween party with the witchiest man I ever met... -I'll be totally lost if anything ever were to happen to my best friend-let alone while they operate on her skull next Thursday -I really do love that dog and if he ever were to run away for good I'd cry my eyes out Special thanks of course to all those that made this all possible-not at all! NymphetamineDrm Just seemed appropriate really.... Hurt - Nine Inch Nails I hurt myself today, To see if I'd still feel. I focus on the pain, The only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting; Try to kill it all away, But I remember everything. What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know, Goes away in the end. You could have it all, My empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt... I wear this crown of shit, Upon my liar's chair, Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time, The feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here. What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know, Goes away in the end. And you could have it all, My empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt. If I could start again, A million miles away, I would keep myself, I would find a way.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    I'm feeling left out so I'll complain about having nothing to complain about....

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'Ruggedly_Rugged'I'm feeling left out so I'll complain about having nothing to complain about.... Oooooohhhhhh, poor baby! Want a hug and someone to kiss all your.........booboo's?

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Sorry fellow RHPers, not much point you going through the whole ramble but the person(s) it's directed a probably will, and then probably laugh about it amongst themselves. Good on them.Posting on a forum publicly puts forth what you say (ok type if we're not figuratively speaking), therefore it's not going to be a secret in any way shape or form. However, if there's someone who's been asking about RHP saying they want to make an account for themselves, or even a couples one with me, if they'd like to read my posts, they can have a look themselves and discuss it with me. I might not like that discussion or refuse to enter into it, but if a friend of their friend continually printscreens everything to someone specifically so when it's a convenient time for her she bring something up t emphasise a point, that upsets me.Sort of. To be honest it right royally pisses me off. Especially after the first time, I was told, "There was no need for her to do that and I wish she hadn't and don't worry she's only done it once, and she's not that girl that messaged you that made you suspicious that's just coincidence", yet again today I get attacked again for something else.I've made a hell of a lot of bad choices, but if I vent my idiocy or complaints on here or on Facebook etc, it gets it out ofmy system, and at least others have a choice to read it or ignore it, as opposed to venting directly to someone, forcing them to listen.If you've already formed the opinion that I'm not a good person, fine, I won't disagree with your opinion, (which is fact in your mind), but shouldn't that opinion of yours mean that te logical next step would be to fuck off and leave me alone. Considering how many times you've said I need to spend less time doing exactly what I'm doing now, doesn't the fact that this will get print screened back to you make you no different??/rantAgain, sorry everybody else!!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Gentlemen, if you'd like to scare the all the ladies off by putting yourself out there as a possible headcase with just a little bit of baggage, follow my lead!!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    I'm a single dad which I absolutely adore. My daughter lives with me and we have set up home for both of us. We have a wonderful relationship. My time is severely restricted though. In my business I have to "lock down" for a couple of weeks of intense self-study and training. As a consequence of this I had to ship her off yesterday for a week. She is on holidays in Hervey Bay with her doting grandparents. They are in bliss, I am in malaise.Everywhere I look I am reminded of her. It's so quiet around here. She has a swimming lesson booked this morning... I am one big cry baby. So, that's what bugging/ upsetting/ unsettling me. The upside is I am here...I miss her.

  • tank__girl

    tank__girl

    15 years ago

    boytroy... Your post was like listening to the James Blunt album... It was VERY sweet and almost had me in tears!? Need a hug? X

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'Ruggedly_Rugged'I'm feeling left out so I'll complain about having nothing to complain about.... Cheer up fella there is a single girl (guest) with a complaint about single blokes sending her as stack of annoying messages ! She Just started a forum ............ You'll be right ! Brae ............ LMAO

  • tank__girl

    tank__girl

    15 years ago

    Dearest Gypsy...xxx. Hey you! So nice to see you...or that you're about!? And to see that's all thats upsetting you these days!! :) but...it worked anyway! I was so upset I didn't even read what everyone else was upset about til today?! Sorry about that... I'll make it up to you! Maybe..............hmmm, I'll just have to spontaneously pop in for tea, scones and dress ups one afternoon..? ...see you sooooon xXx. Pssssst!! Or, contact our ol mate Auz. He's got my details, and a sexy little mrs these days too! ;)

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    You're a cheeky bugger Brae, I reckon there is a single girl or two wishing they were clever and quick enough to have thought of it though lol. I'm a bit upset there were cute mums escorting the youngens trick or treating tonight. All that wasted candy.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'mikle' Just when I thought it was all over.... The family court ordering me to supply via them... my ex who just happens to be a con artist fraudster.. (yes convicted of it) with all my bank account details and ALL financial affairs... funny thing is between me and her there isnt even a financial case as weve been split up for ten years now. Go figure... surely this is criminal of the court to sudgest such a thing let alone order it. My bank says if I do this ie. obey the family court then they consider I compromised my own security and am totaly liable if any bank fraud does ensue. If I dont comply my lawyer says I can be looking for 20,000 in fines and fees or imprisoned or made to serve cso's or all of the above. This just isnt ferkin right man... what the hell can I do about this. And me... who didnt kidnap the child, lie about orders and did everything right so far, she didnt even get punished for these things.... if this is Australia I want out!!!! Oh and I got the kid... in his best interests ofcourse.. seems the court thought she was scum too, strange that they now want to hammer the only person who can care for the little guy. Must be in the childs best interests hey. Mikle - contemplating dick heads.Get a new lawyer and fight that sucker! Want a hand? I hate the underdog getting hit!!!!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Being treated with less that the consideration and respect I think I am entitled to. Thanks Friend!!!!!!!!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'tank__girl' boytroy... Your post was like listening to the James Blunt album... It was VERY sweet and almost had me in tears!? Need a hug? X probably

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'Ruggedly_Rugged'You're a cheeky bugger Brae, I reckon there is a single girl or two wishing they were clever and quick enough to have thought of it though lol. I'm a bit upset there were cute mums escorting the youngens trick or treating tonight. All that wasted candy. Cheers Ruggers .......Glad you took it in the spirit it was meant !!! Gatorade on me ! Brae .................. big smiles

  • tank__girl

    tank__girl

    15 years ago

    boytroy.........xO Just call my name, and I'll be there...! ;)

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    thinking of you Mikle the family court is shitty all the best babe...i hope it all works out for you and your boy xx roxxy

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    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'gccuriouspair'that is just crazy!!! don't give up don't let them win, my theory is if i post enough they may just get sick of me and give me instant status lolDoesn't explain why i dont have the trouble on my individual profile though does it? actually can ANYONE tell funloving and i (and the rest of us for that matter) how this blasted system works? who decides who gets instant and who doesnt? what/who do you have to do around here????and yes i get what you mean about others getting in ahead of you and your point being missed, very frustrating oh well onward and upward,a frustrated Mrs GC I understand the frustration completely. Yesterday my dog died and as I have had him for 14 years I was very upset and put it in this Topic!! Did it ever come up? Nope!! Here it is 24 hours later and still no sign of my entry!! I'm starting to get the hint from RHP Admin... xFunlovingx

  • Letsgetcrazy09

    Letsgetcrazy09

    15 years ago

    Damn pesky sister-in-laws coming along and whisking their sister-in-law away!!! Just starting to get into a conversation with a lovely lady who was talking about flirting and "trying" to tell me something........and then whisked away..........damn it!!!Oh well I hope she had a great night with her sister-in-law and other mates wherever they ended up............Sydney...........yeh Sydney, it does it to me every time.......lol..............two years ago and now this weekend past..........oh well perphaps I need to go to Canberra.........maybe I'll bump into her again..........Live it up folks, this ain't no dressed rehearsalLets

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    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Could do with a hug though....

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    RHP User

    15 years ago

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  • tank__girl

    tank__girl

    15 years ago

    "I'm a guest member and can't contact you. Please message me?". ;)

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    to hear about your beloved pooch, that is so sad, i lost one myself in January of last year she was 10 years old (which is good for a giant breed) but i still miss her and her slobber every day dogs really are the best family at times.as for the delayed posts pppfftt i am over it i refuse to be beaten i will just keep on a posting and a waiting, cant understand why yours never made it through though Mrs GC

  • tank__girl

    tank__girl

    15 years ago

    My niece has severe cerebral palsy... boytroy, at least your daughter is happy and healthy. =..( ( Please refer to 'scented panties from women' forum for full story about neice.. Lol.. Yes, scented panties... Like a member said 'Only RHP!?'... Once you've read that no one should have anything to complain about...??? :) Of course NOT saying anyones upsetting issues here are not worth sharing!! XO BTW..found out my ex in Bali made the news here....!? He's ok I'm happy to report. I'm sure she'd be having a ball getting spoilt by the grandies!!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    so over my tiredness, tired all the time no matter how much i sleep. oh and my major depression

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'gretskibabe' so over my tiredness, tired all the time no matter how much i sleep. oh and my major depression Oh gretskibabe, that is so sad in a woman so young, i know how you feel have struggled with 'chronic fatigue' for years (it's what they call it when they cant find a reason) have not had the depression part but have experienced it with very close loved ones i hope you get the help you need to feel better soon, just know that the forums and your RHP buddies are always here to hear you vent.Mrs GC

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'purr69' Been seeing a guy for about 18 months now and just found out to nite he has been screwing around on me,i have not been with any-one else since i met him. He is now on a web site looking for a real women does any-one know wat a real women is !!!!!!Life sucks sometimes and i know now i dont think i will trust any-one esle now for a very long time and i know that i wont let any-one into my bed until they can prove themselfs to me . Dont you just have to hate love and when it hurts so much you htink your heart is going to break. Honey I'm so sorry. My aunt has a theory, give someone; anyone a year and one way or another they will prove themselves. No one can keep their true selves hidden longer than that. This means there would have been signs for you to pick up on that you just didn't or didn't want to. For your own good reasons you chose not to see.(often but not always the case) Either way, it's irrelevant, you've been horribly hurt and i know it will take a long time to trust again. But i hope you find someone worthy of you one day and worthy of your trust. They are out there. Just as well he proved himself now and not years down the line. The good news is that he's freed you up for someone decent. xx Sweetie

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    lol well i have to admit its been a while since ive felt anyone somes body heat in my bed.. so it might have got a big much and i might have had to release some tention...

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    RHP User

    15 years ago

    tomorrow is Friday! Wooohhooo! I bought a new camera and I'm testing it out so that I can use it in Paris over Christmas. Some discrete city night life shots are in order.... ahem.... hmmm... this could lead to trouble!HugsStalky

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Getting use to the noi replys and rejections from my sent messages. but some days like today when I am at home and its raining, I get frustrated that no matter what I do, the result stays the same. Tell me that it is not frustrating. . . .

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    For daring to express an opinion different to that of others, my comments get quoted out of context and I get called:- narrow minded overly righteous negative petty spiteful grumpy middle aged woman always on the rags angry much that old woman post menopausal condescending lacking true maturity I am told that his opinions are just as valid as mine but to keep my opinions to myself. All I did was ask a valid question about a post and for this I get this tirade of abuse which then became so personal that the thread was closed. As far as I am aware, Australia is still a democracy. I do not need to keep my comments to myself, whether they are agreed with or not. Not one of the above insults actually apply to me, as those who have met me will tell you and the young man who started this tirade firmly believes that I was the one name calling and mud slinging.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    there are plenty of self righteous people on here, and some who want to argue ANY point forever....zzzzz We dont always agree with your posts, but we like a forum where you can express any ideas. As for the "funny" name callers, just report them to RHP. The last thing we need is a few forum EXPERTS who think their job is to judge those who dont argee.(with them) Lets keep it positive and adult like folks ps...is it sex time yet...yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa B and K

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    RHP User

    15 years ago

    the bloke iv been talking to for months now has been telling me he will come visit this weekend yeah not really thinking he will...heard it all before i ask my exmother in law if she can have the littlies for an extra day...just incase my ex finds out...has a hissy and refuses to give me my maintance which means i cant mow my lawn, reister my car, get my carpet cleaned or buy food....all things i was planning on doing but thats fine cause the bloke probably wont turn up any way...so no need to panic all those things can wait get up this morning and i have a flat tyre to make it worse my ex hasnt replaced my spare that he got a hole in and didnt bother telling me...so i have no spare at all, i dont even know where it is the poor kids have to walk to school...my exmother in law has to come get the kids...thats all cool wont be needing the car anyway then i get a phone call saying "iv booked my flight i hope you can pick me up lol" shit, fuck, can someone please give me a bullet...now he decides to turn up...FUCK but thats not the worst of it MY FUCKIN PERIOD HAS STARTED NOW.....what a weekend this will be lol roxxy

  • Letsgetcrazy09

    Letsgetcrazy09

    15 years ago

    GretskibabeMay be telling you how to suck eggs as this may have already been done, but if not get your doctor to test for thyroid imbalance. It is one of the most misdiagnosed ailments.Cheers Lets

  • wannabyummymummy

    wannabyummymummy

    15 years ago

    When guys don't read!!! gives the good ones a bad rap. I clearly state on my profile that i am not meeting new people at the moment, fact is i am recovering from surgery and am really just here to check out the forums and chat to the friends i have made until i can play again.Got a chat request through from a 'couple' i was available so thought sure, i can have a chat, he starts straight off with 'hi sexy what are you doing? wanna play??WTF??i politely indicated that my profile states that i am not playing at the moment, he sounds surprised so i asked 'did you read my profile?' he says no, then ends the chat!!! well that just scored you a big fat get lost pal because at some point soon i can play again and while your profile (Which i did read) interested me you just showed your true self and not in a very positive light so you wont be someone i would look up down the track AARRGGGH

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'TassieRose' the bloke iv been talking to for months now has been telling me he will come visit this weekend yeah not really thinking he will...heard it all before i ask my exmother in law if she can have the littlies for an extra day...just incase my ex finds out...has a hissy and refuses to give me my maintance which means i cant mow my lawn, reister my car, get my carpet cleaned or buy food....all things i was planning on doing but thats fine cause the bloke probably wont turn up any way...so no need to panic all those things can wait get up this morning and i have a flat tyre to make it worse my ex hasnt replaced my spare that he got a hole in and didnt bother telling me...so i have no spare at all, i dont even know where it is the poor kids have to walk to school...my exmother in law has to come get the kids...thats all cool wont be needing the car anyway then i get a phone call saying "iv booked my flight i hope you can pick me up lol" shit, fuck, can someone please give me a bullet...now he decides to turn up...FUCK but thats not the worst of it MY FUCKIN PERIOD HAS STARTED NOW.....what a weekend this will be lol roxxy Alright roxxy .....what happened

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Death in the family...that is 3 in 6 months!! My favourite Aunty died this weekend and it has really saddened me. She was a funny, down to earth, good old wog Aunty!! She will be sadly missed!! The saddest part is I wrote her a letter to tell her how much I love her...but never got to post the letter in time!! I am also upset that the only time we have caught up with family lately is at funerals or "mourning time"! When I was a kid we would see each other every weekend and it was fun had by all...We all knew each other and each others significant other (as we got a bit older)...but today, I met wives and husbands and children for the first time (as they weren't at my Uncle's funeral, my Aunty and Uncle were divorced but still the greatest of friends)! I am thinking of starting up a Reunion at least once a week...so everyone can catch up! I hate only seeing them at sad times! xFunlovingx

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    But I do feel like I have been a very naaaawty girl in my activities LOL.Haha hugs... Mrs P

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Quoting 'looking2try3' Quoting 'TassieRose' the bloke iv been talking to for months now has been telling me he will come visit this weekend yeah not really thinking he will...heard it all before i ask my exmother in law if she can have the littlies for an extra day...just incase my ex finds out...has a hissy and refuses to give me my maintance which means i cant mow my lawn, reister my car, get my carpet cleaned or buy food....all things i was planning on doing but thats fine cause the bloke probably wont turn up any way...so no need to panic all those things can wait get up this morning and i have a flat tyre to make it worse my ex hasnt replaced my spare that he got a hole in and didnt bother telling me...so i have no spare at all, i dont even know where it is the poor kids have to walk to school...my exmother in law has to come get the kids...thats all cool wont be needing the car anyway then i get a phone call saying "iv booked my flight i hope you can pick me up lol" shit, fuck, can someone please give me a bullet...now he decides to turn up...FUCK but thats not the worst of it MY FUCKIN PERIOD HAS STARTED NOW.....what a weekend this will be lol roxxy Alright roxxy .....what happened ohhh Brae someone will meet me one day...NOT well i ran around and finally found out i can have our tyre place out here come and pick up my tyre and fix it and return it YAAY for small country towns i started taking my magic blue pills that finally stopped my period and yes you guessed it...HE DIDNT SHOW..although he did have a very good reason so i may one day forgive him haha bUT....once i stopped taking my magic blue pills, my period started back up and iv now had them for 2 FUCKIN WEEKS im ready to do myself in roxxy

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    To that horrible individual that stole my purse out of my handbag this morning while I was xmas shopping I hope you get what is coming to you BIG TIME!!!! It's not the money thats the issue, its just the damm inconvience of having to cancel cards and get new ones and remember what was in my purse!!!! I hope you rot in hell!!!! A very very very angry Pusscat xxxx