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"Am I noble enough for you now?"

November 24 2010

I was thinking about Onegin the other night... I wondered if Pushkin did it on purpose-gave him that name.. As a love like that would inevitably push one to drink...what else could you do? Would one gin-fix it? However, "Abottleofgin" was possibly not Russian enough, too obvious and nowhere near as hauntingly subtle or too easily realised for those who had never experienced something similarly tragic and overwhelmingly disappointing... If not a novel or film, perhaps a song that you always liked has a different meaning for you now... A new experience made it like you read,heard or saw it clearly for the first time-from then on-altoghether different than when you first read, heard or saw it as a result of having children, moving away, death of a loved one, an achievement, falling in love, falling out of love, maybe having your first rhp experience or something you did with someone from here..... Let's hear about that... Much more interesting and let us know more about you and probably what you really are like in bed-as the more you feel-the more likely you are better to feel up close...which always feels better doesn't it than some cold android-which at times makes one wonder perhaps it would have been better to have an orb and a few minutes in the machine out of Sleeper? Mind you I acknowledge this thread is different than than the endless "why won't anyone f*** me?" "are bbw's better than ssw?" "i like sucking c*** does that make me gay?" "where can I get two sexy people for my 3some?" "i had sex with him in the carpark before our date-then I let him watch as I blew the waiter why won't he call?" threads...but we all know they'll be there tomorrow, the next day and the day after that.. NymphetamineDrm *ssw=slim sexy women? *bbw=big bonkable/beautiful women?

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15 years ago

I remember the first time i thought i was on love..! I went on a cruise with my sister and friends , i was 17 ..I met the older lady ! she was 24 and lived in Adelaide ( i told her i was 18 )..After spending most the cruise together we promised to visit eachother when we got back.. This we did again and again, until i made the big decision to leave Sydney and follow my heart..Salisbury South Australia was where i would spend the next few months with Mrs Robinson !! I knew i was out of my depth when socialising with her friends etc..i was drowning fast...It wasent long before my first love became my first break up.. A confusing period for a young lad feeling the highs of magic , to the feeling of disappointment ..Umm and i reckon i was an absolute dud lover at the time too !!

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15 years ago

Not to be confused with my first time (that was in a tunnel at the park where I now take my kids to play...*blush*) This was my first chemistry bound affair...at least for me...I can only assume he got his rocks off because he was 28 & I was 16...cos Im pretty sure it wasnt my technique or conversation. hahaha. But yes it was fun& sexy & kind of forbidden. I still remember the pull of lust during the evening...waiting for everyone to pass out so that we could race off to his room. Secret touches & sexy looks all evening so that it was an inferno of need by the time we could explore each other. Rose tinted memories? Quite possibly...but thats what makes them so glorious! Our affair tapered off to a natural end when I met a different guy a year later...We had chemistry as well but he put in WAY more effort in bed! ...This one was a keeper...so I married him! Mrs H xxx

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15 years ago

My purpose of commencing this thread was to see if an experience changed how you originally understood something...be it a film, book or song... It was only after I had been perving at Ralph Fiennes on youtube...as my friend had told me I'm not allowed to like him in Schindler's List....so I caught the ITAS interview and then I went across to the Onegin clips...and then it made me think about that story....Onegin The thread now....seems to have gone off on more of a tangent than me... As for me I wait for no one...and messages mean nothing without follow through... Fortunately-I have no need to wait as some men stand by their words and their continued actions are worth more than any common text message... A picnic in the park is worth more than a book of Byron's poems.. Poetry is only beautiful when it comes from a place of truth and intelligence Byron was all rock star....let's face it Shelley was the better poet and way smarter.... Plagiarism in sentiment is a statement about the author not the recipient Words are meaningless when so easily typed and readily forgotten... I prefer a man of few words... I know his word can be relied upon his actions are not only satisfying but setting new standards.. In fact he recommended I abandon the site... NymphetamineDrm

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15 years ago

This is new…my all time favourite columnist for the Herald Son has decided to run with an editorial blog on the Nobles and gin? Maybe I don’t get it…but that has never really stopped me before. Or others when it should have…but happily, if you look at it with a more binary perspective, no more than 1010 times. I have been got a few times…not enough sometimes and others…over the posted speed limit. That’s life I guess…and if you are going to drown your sorrows in gin, get the recipe right. Relief, albeit temporary…may only be a swallow away. Just mix 3 oz. of Sloe gin, 3 oz. of Southern Comfort, 3 oz. of Russian Vodka and 3 oz. Orange Juice together and shake with ice. This will get you but you better Google it first to make sure it will really help. Sometimes even something this good…can just add to the confusion. | Nobles? You do know that to be a King or a Queen (don’t go there, unless you are Elton…he didn’t even get it with Kiki) all you have to do is lose the biological lottery and you are instantly important. Hey…you may even end up owning your own jet like John Travolta, or at least know somebody who does. How bad can that be…unless you remember the centuries of marrying first cousins to keep the bloodline pure and the eventual outcomes of excessive inbreeding? Not a good look…especially when you are 85. | I am a bit off topic I suppose…but my excuse is a reason and quite valid. I am recalcitrant and contumacious…pick one or both. I probably should have put in a Wiki but have heard that those are no fun once the batteries go dead. So back on topic…no excuse for not quite getting it, is there? | Love happens…and the only card in the deck that beats it is fear. Show that you are vulnerable and bare your soul instead of or with your body…throw in the condition of being unconditional and that’s enough to scare off vampires and dingoes...sorry, I meant wolves in cheap clothing. Maybe the real fear is living in the void of your own existence and not liking the company you keep. | Must have about killed you not to put some song lyrics in that post? Please…nothing by the Monkeys, Diego. They wound up in rehab and ended up with Tourette’s syndrome. Fortunately after discovering spandex…they were picked up under the name of Steel Panther. Not a lot of poetic waxing there either…so maybe just a few lines from “I’m a Believer” if you have to do it. | Good luck too with your new column in the Lady’s Home Journal. I read the short on dressing for success around the home…and think you may be on to something. Just one question though and you don’t have to answer. Who told you “bunny slippers” were….hot? | Last one out...flush the toilet and turn out the lights?

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15 years ago

when i was 16 and away at school in France, my lover at the time (aged 21) sent me, rewritten out by hand, French erotic poetry by some of the great poets - made all the more special by the fact that he didn't even speak French... and this was, of course, before you could just look things up on the internet, so the effort was pretty admirable. and so i'd receive these poems in the mail from time to time, with even the accents in the right places... and all of this started my own love for Baudelaire. and yes, Byron was a rock star. but most poetry was written by opium, anyhow. which makes it not that different from music today.

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15 years ago

GT Yes they may...however I was wondering how your experiences in your life changed your perception of a film, novel or song...not the other way around... ie if you read a book, saw a film or heard a song at 15 with no idea about sex, love, parenting, grief, bankruptcy, car racing, sky diving etc... Did you then understand it better when you experienced one of the above as part of becoming an adult. eg you heard a song...then you lost your virginity to it-did the song become more special to you-because of the experience or because now you understood when GM sings "if you're gonna do it do it right!".... As in with Onegin-if you are an adult likely you've been through a break up and you kind of go.... "yep you not only need one gin....but maybe a bottle of gin...to get through it" I could have gone with another film....but I thought it was an easy example...perhaps I wasn't clear?!?!? NymphetamineDrm

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15 years ago

Very interesting post...NymphetamineDrm.... it was a film that meant a lot to "us" - "The Bridges of Madison County" - staring Clint Eastwood and Meryl Streep.... my 'X' and I took that chance and acted on our 'love for each other'... to discover that 9 odd years later and a diagnosis of a chronic illness (for me) that he made all the excuses under the sun to walk away... now I think of that film and I honestly feel nauseous.... at the time we both watched it and both cried and felt a real empathy with it....NOW.... years later and a lot wiser I no longer have those sentimental feelings, once your heart has been ripped apart - it is dificult to regain that trust/faith in relationships again - even with someone completely different and more of a person that who you previously loved and adored.... not that I dont love and completely adore my partner I have now, it was something from my past that I have long left there and if ever I watch that movie again - will probably see it in a different light !!All in all - is was a good film!!cheers 'C'

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15 years ago

I adore your post, thank you. I was about to share something personal, but held back (a little too fragile today) ... so instead, I just wanted to say that it's nice to read a post with heart, depth, intrigue, and humanity (or at least that's what it evoked in me).So today, when I need these things the most ... thank you.lilmiss x

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