The disappearing vibrator – or why I don’t play with toys.

I tried vibrators for self-pleasure years ago but quickly lost sensation and found fingers and palms do a much better job.

So, toys in our sexual play is not something we do a lot of.

Yes he makes me wear butt plugs when I am flying, we have a remote control toy we have used once or twice while I have been interstate, but generally we don’t use them in bed, or the floor, shower, kitchen, lounge, outdoors……..you get the point.

We have started exploring forced orgasms though and the numbers are getting up there. He decided it was time to add toys to the mix. The butt plug with the vibrator in it was…. good, but then he picked up the tiny little blue vibe.

It's small and looks innocent, fits in the palm of my hand, it's shiny and blue, so pretty……. it's evil.

He kept alternating, his fingers, his tongue, the vibe. I kept trying to breathe but I eventually got to a point where the intensity from the forced orgasms had me starting to hyperventilate.

I kept telling him I couldn’t breathe which of course was not the truth if I could talk.

"Something wrong kitten?" he asked smirking.

"I can’t, it's too intense, I’m dying," I gasped back, impossibly trying to squirm away from the overload of sensation.

The fucking sadist started to laugh; "you better give me the vibe back then……"

I froze, wait what!

I could hear it, but it felt funny.

Still laughing he pressed down on my lower stomach, just above the pubic area. Without doubt, I could feel it.

My eyes flew open and locked on his. His amused, mine horrified.

"Get it out, get it out!!!"

He laughed, he actually laughed, "well you better give it back then."

Getting me to relax enough to give it back, easier said than done, especially once I got the giggles. Every time I gave it back, I snatched it back when I laughed again.

Eventually the smiling sadist released the evil vibe from the poor defenseless kitten.

At the same time I said "we are never doing that again" he said "oh that was fun."

And the forced orgasm exploring continues...